think of all of your friends, the ones who haven't left you yet, they will.
I hate being the disposable person I am. Yeah, whatever, it's nice that I am there, but if I were to leave, I think some of my friends just wouldn't give a shit. I need to find myself, because frankly, I have no idea what I am about. I am drawn to people that don't need me & maybe that is part of the problem, maybe that is part of my problem. So, I will be compleatly myself, & I will stop trying to impress you, let us see how it goes, & lets see how long you're with me.