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I'm giving this journal two hours- two hours for people to read this post and realize how a lot of them will never see my face again, two hours to realize how amazingly pissed off I am, and then i'm starting a new journal.

I like your attempts at stop us, it won't last.

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I become more & more frustrated as time goes on, with life, boredum & people. Some things consistantly stay in my heart like: Ben & Jerrys and a few select friends. Aside from that, other things & other people are just draining ( Read more... )

Things get harder as we get older. It's now april, what we were all dreading & I can feel you leaving me.

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Usually i'm different around different people, this will change soon, I have a feeling it needs to & this is what i'll be working on.
I'll be comfortable around you if you're comfortable around me.

Lately I can't wait to sleep because I can't wait to dream & Even after a month of trying to convince people that April wasn't going to be bad after all, it will be, I can feel it. Everything seems to be falling apart & I have no controll over it & it's happening fast & i'm scared.

Hey you, stop being so damn fickel.

But now we’re fresh out of heroes; now we’ve run dry on hope.
There are no saviors in technology: just quick fixes.
And holes, within holes, within holes, within you.
And a place to hang my head, and convince myself there is no difference.

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( to pass the time )

I hate being the disposable person I am. Yeah, whatever, it's nice that I am there, but if I were to leave, I think some of my friends just wouldn't give a shit. I need to find myself, because frankly, I have no idea what I am about. I am drawn to people that don't need me & maybe that is part of the problem, maybe that is part of my problem. So, ( Read more... )