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So....I'm stressed as fucking fuck. The deal is: 3rd induction is today. Today also happens to be my due date. The first 2 did not go well. The first induction I got 2 doses of the medicine that thins and prepares the body for labor. It made me contract. Not what they want. So I go home, not getting the third dose of the medicine. I'm scheduled for the day after to come back for my 2nd induction. I've made progress, but I only get one dose of the medicine before it makes me contract like crazy. I can't get the second dose. I go home. Today is the 3rd induction. I need to improve 1 point before....before nothing. I can only get the pitocin (the wonder drug) if I'm in active labor or my water breaks. It just looks so hopeless and I am so depressed and stressed if my friends could see me they would know.
Another stress is I got a letter from the HR section that handles our FMLA and it clearly states I get 6 weeks, not the full 12 that I want. I've also been off for a week tomorrow, and that means one less week with her when she's born.
I'm just so tense I feel like if I get bad news I'm going to explode in a orgy of tears.
Another stress is I got a letter from the HR section that handles our FMLA and it clearly states I get 6 weeks, not the full 12 that I want. I've also been off for a week tomorrow, and that means one less week with her when she's born.
I'm just so tense I feel like if I get bad news I'm going to explode in a orgy of tears.