Failure and why it IS an option.
So I've decided to drop my BSN, for the time being. I couldn't get any work done with supporting Ben through his Masters, working full time as a Telemetry nurse, and parent my 2 year old. I thought for some reason I would be better than that, be able to do everything like my mother, who could get her Masters, have a pregnant daughter/new grandson, a son in and out of jail/halfway houses, and work an EXTREMELY stressful job as the Director of Medical-Surgical at a busy hospital. I thought I could be like her. I guess I can't. Something had to give. I did complete one class out of 12, and I can come back to it. I guess now my plan is to work on it during summers, while Ben is out of school.
Oh and if you aren't into TMI's read no further....
So...I've been trying to get pregnant, and so far I haven't been successful. It's like, WTF, body?!?!?!!?
I'm 23, very healthy, using no birth control and trying. And no baby. What. The. Fuck. Come on eggs, I know you can do it! You did it while I was on birth control, let's see what you can do without!! (twins?!)
so that's that. I am at peace with my decision to quit, because I know I will have time to effectively parent Connor, study and be an awesome Telemetry nurse, and hopefully be with child again soon.
Oh and if you aren't into TMI's read no further....
So...I've been trying to get pregnant, and so far I haven't been successful. It's like, WTF, body?!?!?!!?
I'm 23, very healthy, using no birth control and trying. And no baby. What. The. Fuck. Come on eggs, I know you can do it! You did it while I was on birth control, let's see what you can do without!! (twins?!)
so that's that. I am at peace with my decision to quit, because I know I will have time to effectively parent Connor, study and be an awesome Telemetry nurse, and hopefully be with child again soon.