excuse me while i go out and stab things. seriously.
you have no fucking idea how upset i am right now. that group means/meant (IS THIS FUCKING TRUE OR NOT?) to me and hjfdg i don't even know what to do with myself. i can't even cry right now because reading that shit just makes me rage rage rage.
Good evening!
Well the reason why I left was because I had no job and
because I have to think about the future. And that led me
to take that decision.
I think my withdrawal will be officially announced next week.
To be honest, it's partly our responsibility if we don't bring
good results, but it can't be helped either.
If someday I have to work again in the music industry,
I'd like to erase that.
... to think that he's blaming himself and the other members for this? no. it's just gdi NO. they did the best they could. i know i don't really matter, but i smiled everytime i saw them on stage. they made me so damn happy and i couldn't help but feel bad for anyone who couldn't see why they were so fucking amazing. it wasn't them. it was DSP's fuck ass not knowing how to promote them well enough. i hate hate hate that he went out and got six talented guys only to hold them back and not do shit for them. i didn't want to be attached to group like this only to have them break up so soon. and break up blaming themselves. kgjlkdgfjg
i used it before but i don't care.
this was my favorite picture of them lkjlslajg they looked so happy.
also, it's A'ST1. apostrophe after the A. how can you post the news and not get their name right. >:|
this was going to be a birthday post. it's kind of sad that only my best friend,
songmuse, and
vanillacat are the only ones who have acknowledged it. i've been awake for at least an hour now and no one has said happy birthday to me yet. i wasn't that excited about it anyhow. :| HERE'S ANOTHER BIRTHDAY WHERE I GET NOTHING. (: