Apr 20, 2004 03:15
I went over to Xero Sum's practice spot, and helped load the rest of the equipment...We drove down to BIRDY's and loaded the gear in...Hung out with Katie and Dustin...Went over to KFC and got some food. Chilled outside with Katie for a lil bit since shes 19 and can only go in birdy's when shes performing...and thats it.. theyre very strict there. Sucks for anyone under 21.. Sahar got there a lil later and hes only 20 so he had to wait until his band (dystalis) got on stage to play...
After, I dropped Beckett (drums-dystalis) and Dustin (guitars-dystalis) off , and went over to brians for a minute..said our goodnights, and i hugged katie goodnight, and it felt good. its just so weird the different moods and actions she does to me...one minute i feel something happening then , poof gone...then it lasts for a lil bit and repeats...its a nice challenge though. I have made my mind up..Im not giving up on her..She wanted to meet ME...before she knew anyone in dystalis, and all these new ppl , she wanted to "hook up with me" as she stated to Gabe (her drummer)....
Then, we hung out alot, and things were great, and moving forward...then she just freaked and changed the whole situation...I can get it back..I just like to know what is different about ME now, then when she was all about being with me...its only been a a lil over month 1/2 since we met...did i get ugly all of the sudden or something? hmm...i will figure it out...and i will get the girl..Im not letting go that that easy. Anyway, the show was pretty good. alot of energy, the crowd wasnt HUGE like theyve been getting, but theyve now after tonight, have only played 4 shows total ever... in a months time at that. They did win the Cozy battle 1st round so thats good. If you live in indy or near, come by and watch them and Dystalis...good shows.
Other than the show....I havent gotten a job yet..I guess Ocharleys decided they werent going to call me...Or I really did forget to put my phone number in the app for whatever stupid ass reason..im going in there tomorrow to see whats up. That, and im going to go work at "Deer Creek" or VWMCenter if you must call it that long as title... Ive worked there as SECURITY before at Ozzfests and Xfests and other shows...Im going to try that again and also try to get into the actual live sound part...I mean, I did get a degree in audio engineering...i need to put the shit to use before i forget it all.
My neck feels like a dead weight body....i can barely hold it up without falling forward..I was going nuts to dystalis' set... me and a few others..but at Birdys its a lil laid back so most ppl stand and lean back and forth you know...like a school dance..youre doing it but not really...i was though man...my neck feels like rubber...im so sore. and i really would love to just curl up under the covers and lay with her all night. just holding her in my arms again would be so nice. :(