Dec 24, 2003 01:41
[Current Song: Devildriver "I Could Care Less"]
its Christmas Eve at 142am...i hate christmas...i never really liked it when i was younger either..too commericalized! Just a time where you can spend with family who pretends to like you and enjoy having your company..what the FUCK ever.....ok so your nice to me when you see me...but how come no phone call in the last 364 days of the year..people are so fake, i guess thats why i LOVE being alone..i need no one, never have, never will...i mean a little poontang here and there wouldnt hurt.....but i really dont think i will ever find a girl who is equal to me :(