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so today;
got detention which wasnt that bad... just annoying that Miss Birx is acting stupid.
then on the way home I saw a little boy who had just gotten run over by his parents van. his parents were standing over him screaming and the fire truck got there just as we did. it was the most desturbing thing i have ever seen. I got home and just cried. ugh. i hope he is ok. we went to panorama for some things and the van was still in the same place in the drive way as it was when the accident happened. i mean you know they just jumped in the ambulence and took off. it was so creepy.
I also had to tell my mom about something that i really didnt want to. It was really hard but i think i can get the help i need now.
Note:
I think a lot of times when im in need of support or help... i get angry and upset. i dont show that im hurt or sad in a good way. i just get angry. idk. i dont seem to be getting my point across ever. im not sure if its me or my listeners. i dont want to be hypocritical. and i dont think that i am, i am feeling a certain way (which is my right) and im not asking too much. idk this whole thing is just stupid. i just hate this immaturity. i was really angry the other day when i wrote that long entry.. but its justified and i dont take anything back. i need help with stuff but i guess ill need to look elsewhere. its just really sad to me and i dont understand what i did wrong.
got detention which wasnt that bad... just annoying that Miss Birx is acting stupid.
then on the way home I saw a little boy who had just gotten run over by his parents van. his parents were standing over him screaming and the fire truck got there just as we did. it was the most desturbing thing i have ever seen. I got home and just cried. ugh. i hope he is ok. we went to panorama for some things and the van was still in the same place in the drive way as it was when the accident happened. i mean you know they just jumped in the ambulence and took off. it was so creepy.
I also had to tell my mom about something that i really didnt want to. It was really hard but i think i can get the help i need now.
Note:
I think a lot of times when im in need of support or help... i get angry and upset. i dont show that im hurt or sad in a good way. i just get angry. idk. i dont seem to be getting my point across ever. im not sure if its me or my listeners. i dont want to be hypocritical. and i dont think that i am, i am feeling a certain way (which is my right) and im not asking too much. idk this whole thing is just stupid. i just hate this immaturity. i was really angry the other day when i wrote that long entry.. but its justified and i dont take anything back. i need help with stuff but i guess ill need to look elsewhere. its just really sad to me and i dont understand what i did wrong.