so not hungry
Just realised I forgot to eat today. I didnt even stress about it, I've just been alone most of the time and not near food. I had a cappuchino, that's all. I was supposed to make 200cal, so I guess that's about right.
...And I've lost my scales.
I'm moving house at the moment and I've either packed them up already (I'm sure I'm not that dumb) or I've managed to lose them somewhere. This is crazy. I'm having to go by looks (thighs huge, possibly getting bigger) and measurements.
I've decided to do the sacred heart thing as soon as I go to my parents this summer, which should deflect attention for a while. I might get my Mum to join me. She can be really hardcore on diets but she never keeps them up. My Dad's just irrational and food-phobic. He phones me to remind me white bread is "poison". Um...yeah.
I asked them to help me move my stuff and asked when they'd be coming, but they dont have time to fit me in when I want to go. That's fair enough and I'm 21 years old and I haven't really been that close to them for years, but that sort of bothers me. That they'd just leave me hanging on up here, it's not like I ask a lot from them.
I've run out of money again so I can't buy food.
Cant buy shoes either. bummer.
...And I've lost my scales.
I'm moving house at the moment and I've either packed them up already (I'm sure I'm not that dumb) or I've managed to lose them somewhere. This is crazy. I'm having to go by looks (thighs huge, possibly getting bigger) and measurements.
I've decided to do the sacred heart thing as soon as I go to my parents this summer, which should deflect attention for a while. I might get my Mum to join me. She can be really hardcore on diets but she never keeps them up. My Dad's just irrational and food-phobic. He phones me to remind me white bread is "poison". Um...yeah.
I asked them to help me move my stuff and asked when they'd be coming, but they dont have time to fit me in when I want to go. That's fair enough and I'm 21 years old and I haven't really been that close to them for years, but that sort of bothers me. That they'd just leave me hanging on up here, it's not like I ask a lot from them.
I've run out of money again so I can't buy food.
Cant buy shoes either. bummer.