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[define_irony]

i'm having all these feelings, and i realize that everyone else is having the same feelings.

it's not right. they should belong to me singly.

i think about something, acess it and conclude : well, everyone feels the same way.

tell me why i feel sixteen years old today.

all this time has passed through my hands and i'll never get it back.
not even once.

i keep trying to tell myself that there are good things in the future, but everything feels like a lie.

for some reason, this journal is temorarily public.