life is changing
i'm falling into my own skin again. after long talks with noelle, i didn' even realize i know some of the stuff i do about myself.
i'm with someone, like in a realtionship. I find it slightly uneasing since i've only had william. but urg. It's already so different from will. With Will, i knew from the beginning that something wasn't right but i ignored it to keep form being alone. with Kyle, it's not at all like that. It was sincere at first. and I'm still really comfortable with where we are. Fuck time limits, whatever happens, happens. I'll do what I want when I'm ready. The only thing that is making this hard is my increasing disbelief in love. It's hard to believe in love when it seems like it's falling apart all around you.
My dad is moving out next weekend. And he told me that he doesn't plan on coming back.
28 years.
They've been married 28 fucking years. And this is it for them. It makes me wonder if i should even bother. Because it seems like it will just fall apart anyway...
i'm with someone, like in a realtionship. I find it slightly uneasing since i've only had william. but urg. It's already so different from will. With Will, i knew from the beginning that something wasn't right but i ignored it to keep form being alone. with Kyle, it's not at all like that. It was sincere at first. and I'm still really comfortable with where we are. Fuck time limits, whatever happens, happens. I'll do what I want when I'm ready. The only thing that is making this hard is my increasing disbelief in love. It's hard to believe in love when it seems like it's falling apart all around you.
My dad is moving out next weekend. And he told me that he doesn't plan on coming back.
28 years.
They've been married 28 fucking years. And this is it for them. It makes me wonder if i should even bother. Because it seems like it will just fall apart anyway...