re-opening Scars
Well from Oct. 29 through Nov. 3rd i was back in El Paso, Texass. It was re-entering a world i left and i was afraid that i would want to stay, but it was nothing like that. As soon as i was thier....i wanted to fucking leave quickly. El Paso was 3 things to me. 1. Fun. 2.Frustrating. 3. Disappointing
It was so great to see all my good friends and family. But being in El Paso was like picking on an old scab. All those unwanted emotions started to reappear. And i fucking hated that feeling. Don't get me wrong, i love el paso, my friends and family to death but it is a place i don't wish to live anytime soon at all.
When i got there on fryday, Sabrina, James, Jeannette and Me headed to juarez. It was totally cool to go hangout there. I just love juarez alot.
Saturday, went to go eat Leo's with "La Sabe" and then headed to a coupe of parties, one of them being Agui's parrrty and then Cassandra on prospect. I had a fuckin' great time. I even got to meet miss. felica. I ran into lots of great friends. Just a great...great time.
Sunday, was a family day and at night i went with James, cathy, Leo and Lita to Dedo's. Fuck! That was a mistake. I saw la satanas. Ehhh. it sucked.
Monday, I stayed in with my family and ate dinner with my mom.
Tuesday, James, Sabrina and I hungout and then went to Jeannette to got the Sparta concert with the Thieves Of Always @ club Xcape. It was a very cool show, we all had a great time.
Wednesday, was a such a busy day. I ran errands with my sister. I didn't even get a chance to say bye to my friends (very sorry!!), niether my family because i nearly missed my bus back to frisco.
When i came back to frisco, i felt so much better to me here. Its just so much of a different world.
And yesterday i bought my tickets for the a radio show here on December 10th with Modest Mouse, Interpol, Franz Ferdanaz, The Killers. That show is gonna kick ass! I can't wait!!!
There's so many people i didn't get to visit or hangout out with enough. That really bugged me. I feel bad but i visit sometime next year.
And Jeannette and sabrina!....you better save me!! Or anyone! A great city awaits you!
signing off...
j a k e
It was so great to see all my good friends and family. But being in El Paso was like picking on an old scab. All those unwanted emotions started to reappear. And i fucking hated that feeling. Don't get me wrong, i love el paso, my friends and family to death but it is a place i don't wish to live anytime soon at all.
When i got there on fryday, Sabrina, James, Jeannette and Me headed to juarez. It was totally cool to go hangout there. I just love juarez alot.
Saturday, went to go eat Leo's with "La Sabe" and then headed to a coupe of parties, one of them being Agui's parrrty and then Cassandra on prospect. I had a fuckin' great time. I even got to meet miss. felica. I ran into lots of great friends. Just a great...great time.
Sunday, was a family day and at night i went with James, cathy, Leo and Lita to Dedo's. Fuck! That was a mistake. I saw la satanas. Ehhh. it sucked.
Monday, I stayed in with my family and ate dinner with my mom.
Tuesday, James, Sabrina and I hungout and then went to Jeannette to got the Sparta concert with the Thieves Of Always @ club Xcape. It was a very cool show, we all had a great time.
Wednesday, was a such a busy day. I ran errands with my sister. I didn't even get a chance to say bye to my friends (very sorry!!), niether my family because i nearly missed my bus back to frisco.
When i came back to frisco, i felt so much better to me here. Its just so much of a different world.
And yesterday i bought my tickets for the a radio show here on December 10th with Modest Mouse, Interpol, Franz Ferdanaz, The Killers. That show is gonna kick ass! I can't wait!!!
There's so many people i didn't get to visit or hangout out with enough. That really bugged me. I feel bad but i visit sometime next year.
And Jeannette and sabrina!....you better save me!! Or anyone! A great city awaits you!
signing off...
j a k e