Caviar & Cigarettes
It's a rainy Sunday morning that feels like a Monday. It's also 2005. 2004 was definitely a year that I'll never forget. There are so many good memories I have of last year, and all of them are thanks to my friends and one other person. From the time Jayme and I drove to like 4 different clubs all across Michigan while pouring wine into Aquafina bottles, and peeing on the side of the road. To Heather and I taking our surprise holiday to Toronto. Or the time Brittini and I drove to Grosse Point to that party, and had that wonderful hour in the bathroom (that's not how it sounds). Also the best time at a club, Necto Night, with Dave, Kristin, and Stephro. I just love all of the connections I've made with people this year. I want to thank all of you kats. You mean more to me than anything, in fact you are me. Here's to having a better 2005.
I watched What Dreams May Come last night, and that's a damn good movie. Brilliant. I've seen it before, but it was so much better because I was watching it with Sebastian. God, he just brings out so many emotions in me...he makes me feel alive. This is going to be such a great year.
Love is best when it's not mixed with any other emotions. It's pure form. Laying on the couch with someone, just getting chills from their touch or wanting to cry because it's so beautiful. Sometimes you just feel like it's so much, and you could just die in that moment and then it happens again and again. There are so many layers to a relationship with someone, and they are all brilliant. It's time to sit back and let someone take control of me, make me surprised with myself.
I watched What Dreams May Come last night, and that's a damn good movie. Brilliant. I've seen it before, but it was so much better because I was watching it with Sebastian. God, he just brings out so many emotions in me...he makes me feel alive. This is going to be such a great year.
Love is best when it's not mixed with any other emotions. It's pure form. Laying on the couch with someone, just getting chills from their touch or wanting to cry because it's so beautiful. Sometimes you just feel like it's so much, and you could just die in that moment and then it happens again and again. There are so many layers to a relationship with someone, and they are all brilliant. It's time to sit back and let someone take control of me, make me surprised with myself.