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I can not make friends. I look severe. I play devils advocate in class. English class is like a sport to me, I'm this weird intense character in class, but jeez, I don't bite. I've always been the nice one. I suppose I've inflicted this isolation on myself. I can't help it. My jaws clenches. I shiver. I fucking shiver! My whole body tenses up. What is wrong with me? Who gets stage fright in English class?