bah humbug
I know this is very selfish of me, but sometimes I feel like I have the worst "luck" or whatever you want to call it. Its like nothing can ever go easily. Everything has to be a struggle. Did I kill several people in a past life?? Was I frickin' Hitler?? Bah.. I know I am just being a crappy, pain-in-the butt, horrible person for speaking these thoughts. But they are there so I am saying them. I know things can be worse, and I know that I am blessed by God, and I know that He is going to take care of things, but I feel like Job. I know... 'its not that bad', 'look at the bright side' 'you still have a place to live and food to eat' I know... I know... I am just griping.