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i saved a life the other day at work, during a crisis n on the unti a girl who had a bad phone call from her mother who doesnt give a shit about her. and i saw her crying but some of the kids started to go off so i had to help out and deseclat there out brusts, when most of the unti was setttled i went to check onnthis girl and her lights were out so i turned them on. when i turned them one she was next to her bed on the floor chocking because she warped a shoelace around her neck three times very tightly and tied it in a not i yelled for staff and rushed in the girl was chocking but i manged to get two fingers in between her neck and the rope . so one brought scicors and cut the rope but i felt that i had let her down by not doing my best to keep her safe which is in my job. at the start of the shift i had some stuff on my mind and didnt feel i was wokring at my fullest or best that night buit even when i was not in my best i was able to save a life, deescalte three kids and made sure people were where they needed to be. and i though that i was doing my best but since that ngiht i relized that i could be doing so much more wiht my life instead of just settleing for what i think is good engough but inside i have been question if i have really pushed my self to be all that i can. i find the answer to be no and that saddens me, i start think when did i give up and just do what i have to get by instead of doing what i can and exseed the limit of my personal best. so all i can say is that never steele to what u think is your best always prove to your self u can do better i dont know just makes me think