im feeling so downtrodden.
got laid off tues. autopay made me have -300 dollars, plus looming credit bills. Much thanks to Joshua granger who made off with 700 dollars of mine this winter...
ive had so much misfortune and assholery in the past three years... so much defeat and loneliness.
im ready for a hug, a hug that cant come due to penilesness and gas costs.
im ready to be done with college, and it looks as though after all this, i wont even graduate. It all feels like such rewardless stress and crap... like moving through cold molasses... that burns the flesh.
it feels so hopeless. but I have been worse. all i can hope is that soon it wil all be over, all of the misery... and at the very very least, I can leave this all behind me and start over the way i want.
at least... i know one thing for sure- whatever awaits me, it has to be better than this. it has to be. I just have to cling to the masts and weather this last storm.
ive had so much misfortune and assholery in the past three years... so much defeat and loneliness.
im ready for a hug, a hug that cant come due to penilesness and gas costs.
im ready to be done with college, and it looks as though after all this, i wont even graduate. It all feels like such rewardless stress and crap... like moving through cold molasses... that burns the flesh.
it feels so hopeless. but I have been worse. all i can hope is that soon it wil all be over, all of the misery... and at the very very least, I can leave this all behind me and start over the way i want.
at least... i know one thing for sure- whatever awaits me, it has to be better than this. it has to be. I just have to cling to the masts and weather this last storm.