Dec 24, 2005 14:47
I had a dream this morning about Erik. It's been a while. But the dream coming wasn't surprising considering it's the holidays.
So I sent him a text message wishing him a nice Christmas. He replied with a polite "you too".
I don't know why I'm bothering to catalogue every tiny interaction with him. It's not like it'll ever amount to anything. But that's the way I am.
In other news, I need to stop falling in love with every. single. guy. I spend an amount of time with. It makes things too confusing! Not the least of whom is Hal, even though we've recently discussed relationships and how we've given up on them for the time being and just want to mess around and have fun. Messing around with him is absolutely OUT of the question because... well, let's just consider my history with him.
And then there are other guys. Like Matthew. And Tim. And... someone I won't name. But I think Christie has a pretty good idea.
But let's just face it, my weakness is that I fall in love with every guy I meet. I just wouldn't be me if that wasn't the case.
And my bill for next semester just came in the mail. For some reason I actually have to pay this semester. Hmm... something must be wrong here.
Okay, off to church, and then dinner at my grandfather's, and then cocktails at my cousins'. Have a nice Christmas Eve, everyone!