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Its interesting, or annoying, that despite how obvious and well known a lesson it is that one must leave their comfort zone in order to face the things they hide from, I still managed to stay in mine for so long.
You really have to find the situation that breaks, that you aren't ready to handle in real life, if you're ever going to explore the things that limit you. You can't face a fear in a way that is safe.
Okay, I've had my moment. Maybe I'll tune out for the whole thing. I was sensing that some parts might get to me. That one part in particular might revive alot. When I started writing 10 minutes ago I was really stressing, wondering how I could possibly sleep, but maybe I'll just tune out instead. Maybe I'll still close down without a say in the matter. I've suddenly stopped stressing anyway, but only because of blankness, and now I'm tired. So at least I can get to sleep now heh.
You really have to find the situation that breaks, that you aren't ready to handle in real life, if you're ever going to explore the things that limit you. You can't face a fear in a way that is safe.
Okay, I've had my moment. Maybe I'll tune out for the whole thing. I was sensing that some parts might get to me. That one part in particular might revive alot. When I started writing 10 minutes ago I was really stressing, wondering how I could possibly sleep, but maybe I'll just tune out instead. Maybe I'll still close down without a say in the matter. I've suddenly stopped stressing anyway, but only because of blankness, and now I'm tired. So at least I can get to sleep now heh.