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i dont know what i am doing and i dont know where this is going. i dont know if this is real or a temporary illusion. but the truth is i really dont care. waking up and seeing more than an alarm clock is a very calming and soothing sight. what it comes down to is im sick of looking forward to the future and asking questions like why, how, or now? personally the best advice i could give is do what u got to do and in between doing those things just try to find something that makes u smile.