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[defeated_face]

i like a boy, but i'm afraid.
afraid of being rejected, afraid of being used.
i like a boy, but i'm excited.
excited about what could be, excited about someone new and wonderful in my life, excited about a new experience.

+he waits for me
+he pays for me (somewhat hehe)
+i can definitely see myself with him
-there's so much i don't know about him
+i'm willing to learn
+we see each other every weekday
-it's never enough for me
+i tend to get these wonderful ideas in my head
-they have yet to occur
+they might happen
+his smile
+his lips
+his personality

i guess you'll never know what could be if you don't give it a shot. =)