I'm better than this.
I'm rolling change so I can pay rent. This doesn't seem right. i hate this. I FUCKING HATE THIS.
I can't fucking buy food.
And i don't know how to be alone anymore. This scares me. This scares the hell out of me. Almot more than the fact that I AM FUCKING ROLLING FUCKING PENNIES SO I CAN PAY MY FUCKING RENT. AND I HOPE TO GOD THE FUCKING BANK WILL TAKE MY FUCKING ROLLED CHANGE OR I WILL FUCKING CRY. MORE.
I can't fucking buy food.
And i don't know how to be alone anymore. This scares me. This scares the hell out of me. Almot more than the fact that I AM FUCKING ROLLING FUCKING PENNIES SO I CAN PAY MY FUCKING RENT. AND I HOPE TO GOD THE FUCKING BANK WILL TAKE MY FUCKING ROLLED CHANGE OR I WILL FUCKING CRY. MORE.