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So i suck today.
everyday.
i was doing good this morning, i did an hour of cardio, (when i wanted to do 3) that sucked. and i was in the MU, and for some reason decided to get a personal pizza. and that led to a cookie binge. no joke. a HUGE binge. i dont evne want to say.
so the point of this rant is that i have started a 48 hour liquid fast as of 330pm. and once that is over. i am going to allow myself to have a bagel one day (280 cals) and the next im going to have a frozen veggie thing that i have which is 100 cals. than the third day, i can have a plate of sushi or a big salad. each day, i can have as much water as i want and as much coke zero as well. its 95% water! and I'm allowed to have 10 pretzels a day as well. and tomorrow, after my Kappa thing, im going to the gym for AT least 2 hours. i want to get to 3, but we'll see. and two hours a day after that too. i NEED to be 120. i wont be happy until i am. i hate how disgustingly fat i am. im just gross.
and im NOT falling apart on this one. im serious. 48 hours of water, water, coke zero, and WATER! i cant be a fatass anymore. but im not weighing myself until the 48 hour fast is done.
im probably going to post a lot. but its worth being thin.
everyday.
i was doing good this morning, i did an hour of cardio, (when i wanted to do 3) that sucked. and i was in the MU, and for some reason decided to get a personal pizza. and that led to a cookie binge. no joke. a HUGE binge. i dont evne want to say.
so the point of this rant is that i have started a 48 hour liquid fast as of 330pm. and once that is over. i am going to allow myself to have a bagel one day (280 cals) and the next im going to have a frozen veggie thing that i have which is 100 cals. than the third day, i can have a plate of sushi or a big salad. each day, i can have as much water as i want and as much coke zero as well. its 95% water! and I'm allowed to have 10 pretzels a day as well. and tomorrow, after my Kappa thing, im going to the gym for AT least 2 hours. i want to get to 3, but we'll see. and two hours a day after that too. i NEED to be 120. i wont be happy until i am. i hate how disgustingly fat i am. im just gross.
and im NOT falling apart on this one. im serious. 48 hours of water, water, coke zero, and WATER! i cant be a fatass anymore. but im not weighing myself until the 48 hour fast is done.
im probably going to post a lot. but its worth being thin.