May 25, 2006 22:06
Why don't you let me be,
Leave me alone
You start a fire inside
That I can never control
You wanna see a reaction
Come on and cut me down
You got as far as I'll go
Now you're crossing the line
And I am letting you know
Well here's your reaction
Stand up
I have had enough
Walk away
Before I finish what you started
Face to face
I will put you in your place
End this game
Before I finish what you started
Face to face
Everything will change
You've planted the seed
How my anger has grown
I got a feeling a inside
That I can't seem to control
You wanna see a reaction
Come on and cut me down
You got as far as I'll go
Now you're crossing the line
And I am letting you know
Well here's your reaction
Stand up
I have had enough
Walk away
Before I finish what you started
Face to face
I will put you in your place
End this game
Before I finish what you started
Face to face
Everything will change
Insult after insult
Walk away
Before I finish what you started
Face to face
I will put you in your place
End this game
Before I finish what you started
Face to face
Everything will change
Walk away
Everything will change
End this game
You wanna see a reaction?
You wanna see a reaction?
Well stand up
I'm so fricken stupid!! Am I evan ready to be in a real relationship?? Why can't I just be and act like a girlfriend instead of always looking for fun and acting childish all the time?? When will I just grow up and see all that is around me??
I really love Jeff so much, but I don't think I can be that girl that he wants me to be. What he is looking for. I can tell he wants to be with me alot, but yet why is he so fricken mean??
I am sick of not doing the things that I want to do just because I am too scared all the time. I never really had a so called real boyfriend and then he came around, but we been together for almost a year and still I just can't seem or help not to be scared around him and I can't help not telling him things because he just gets mad or upset when I do.
I just don't know how to really show that I love him 247 because well I am just so not like that. It's just so not me, but I am going to have to show him and be that girl that he wants and just noot be so stupid like some dumb blonde, but see I like and enjoy acting and being stupid.