Birds of a Feather
-Would you have guessed I tried my best but now I'm beside myself
Raised in stress and i never quite learned to burn the rest
so it lingers at my sides while i hide and try to relate
but i just catch the bait
hooked and damn how i hate
everytime you lie and disguise the times we had that you were made of this or that
a doormat
you walked on and through me to your home,
right outside as you close the door
so far away from something made of more
something pure
but now i watch the clock till it stops
and ive found peace of mind from behind my eyes where
i lie now,
and where ill stay,
one shot away and the clock breaks and my mind mends
and the rest of time spends outside my reality
and finally ive made peace with myself, my health so strong
i walk down the path toward the darkness-
-I fought ontop of this ocean but now im fallin,
dozing asleep while the body seeps into the black abyss and wraps me
in the freedom,
trapped inside this space
I cant quite make back to that place
outside where the birds fly high and dive
down
and snatch to catch latch talons
why do they never have to sleep,
thats where i was but now i lust the endlessness
and i dont think ill ever miss this clouded scar
so i kickstart the heart with tar and its hard to make out why i ever bothered
to smother and suffocate myself in air,
why i never lit the matches,
my unabashed love to crash with the ashes
to bury my hurried heart
the broken stars
the blury self
i'll hurry my health
and pour down dirt towards my mouth
and worms will gouge out
my eyes while i smile i'll
be with the birds i love till life rips me apart-
Raised in stress and i never quite learned to burn the rest
so it lingers at my sides while i hide and try to relate
but i just catch the bait
hooked and damn how i hate
everytime you lie and disguise the times we had that you were made of this or that
a doormat
you walked on and through me to your home,
right outside as you close the door
so far away from something made of more
something pure
but now i watch the clock till it stops
and ive found peace of mind from behind my eyes where
i lie now,
and where ill stay,
one shot away and the clock breaks and my mind mends
and the rest of time spends outside my reality
and finally ive made peace with myself, my health so strong
i walk down the path toward the darkness-
-I fought ontop of this ocean but now im fallin,
dozing asleep while the body seeps into the black abyss and wraps me
in the freedom,
trapped inside this space
I cant quite make back to that place
outside where the birds fly high and dive
down
and snatch to catch latch talons
why do they never have to sleep,
thats where i was but now i lust the endlessness
and i dont think ill ever miss this clouded scar
so i kickstart the heart with tar and its hard to make out why i ever bothered
to smother and suffocate myself in air,
why i never lit the matches,
my unabashed love to crash with the ashes
to bury my hurried heart
the broken stars
the blury self
i'll hurry my health
and pour down dirt towards my mouth
and worms will gouge out
my eyes while i smile i'll
be with the birds i love till life rips me apart-