One of these days ...
David will no longer affect me.
I will not cry about things that have happened or things that should've/could've/would've been.
I will stop worrying about the choices he is making in his life, because it is his life and he has his own choices to make.
One of these days I won't cry about it at all.
Soon I'll even be back to not thinking about him except once in a while.
For now its just a wound that's torn open again. Too much strain on an old wound. Tender, new flesh that gives to easily.
Perhaps one day I will simply have to tell myself to stop giving him this power over me. Like I did with Buck.
It took me years to get over Buck. David deserves longer and yet, I wish less.
Because I have chosen ME.
I just hope wounds heal quickly enough that I don't ruin anything I currently have going on. *sighs*
I will not cry about things that have happened or things that should've/could've/would've been.
I will stop worrying about the choices he is making in his life, because it is his life and he has his own choices to make.
One of these days I won't cry about it at all.
Soon I'll even be back to not thinking about him except once in a while.
For now its just a wound that's torn open again. Too much strain on an old wound. Tender, new flesh that gives to easily.
Perhaps one day I will simply have to tell myself to stop giving him this power over me. Like I did with Buck.
It took me years to get over Buck. David deserves longer and yet, I wish less.
Because I have chosen ME.
I just hope wounds heal quickly enough that I don't ruin anything I currently have going on. *sighs*