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"do you have the time, to listen to me whine,
about nothing and everything all at once?"
i'm so fucking angry right now. today in chemistry that girl theresa (the really tall girl) was like oh i saw john yesterday and i was like where? and my heart dropped, cause i thought like she meant at chris's house or something, cause 1) that would mean he split from day top and 2) i thought like wow he definetly didn't call me. and then she said she saw him at court. i was relieved. but still wtf why didn't he call me? he always calls me when he goes to court. i'm so pissed cause he's pissed at me because of the whole me hanging out with ashley instead of him on sunday. why can't he just settle for one day instead of threatening me with none? he makes me mad. grrr. i love him thoughhhh, i just wish he didn't make me feel bad about this whole thing. so anyway aside from that, today was and all around okay day. ashley didn't go to school today though, i missed her. alright well i'm going to go cause i don't feel like writing anymore...
about nothing and everything all at once?"
i'm so fucking angry right now. today in chemistry that girl theresa (the really tall girl) was like oh i saw john yesterday and i was like where? and my heart dropped, cause i thought like she meant at chris's house or something, cause 1) that would mean he split from day top and 2) i thought like wow he definetly didn't call me. and then she said she saw him at court. i was relieved. but still wtf why didn't he call me? he always calls me when he goes to court. i'm so pissed cause he's pissed at me because of the whole me hanging out with ashley instead of him on sunday. why can't he just settle for one day instead of threatening me with none? he makes me mad. grrr. i love him thoughhhh, i just wish he didn't make me feel bad about this whole thing. so anyway aside from that, today was and all around okay day. ashley didn't go to school today though, i missed her. alright well i'm going to go cause i don't feel like writing anymore...