School sucks!
Ok so i have had this whole livejournal thing for a couple months now and never actually wrote anything.I thought it was time for me to do just that cause i have some things that i need to get out.
Ok so i had a midterm yesterday that i studied all week for. I went into the test feeling really confident cause i spent so much time going over the material. What happened next? I got a D!!! So im all upset and i call my mom to talk to her and what does she say? "Well Dana, You know you have to keep your GPA up."
I DIDNT NEED THAT!!!
I put enough pressure on myself about being at this school why do i have to get it from her! Why does she always have to remind me of how much debt i am in because of this school, and how i need to keep up my GPA, and how i have to work more, and study more, and cant do anything for myself because school is the most important thing.
Ok so when i was in highschool my way to relieve stress was believe it or not indoor. I dont have that anymore and i am not allowed to join an independent line because "I dont have the time with school!" how the hell am i supposed to get through 5 more years of school when i have so much stress and nothing I can do about it!
I just dont know what to do anymore! Im going home this weekend and im gonna try to clear my head but it will be kinda hard since i have a psych test on tuesday that i have to get ready for.....
I need to stop getting bad grades on things. That way every time i go back to school the only words that i hear from my dad wont be "study hard! you need good grades!".... isnt that encouraging?
Ok so im gonna stop and maybe the next time i update it wont sound so angry
Ok so i had a midterm yesterday that i studied all week for. I went into the test feeling really confident cause i spent so much time going over the material. What happened next? I got a D!!! So im all upset and i call my mom to talk to her and what does she say? "Well Dana, You know you have to keep your GPA up."
I DIDNT NEED THAT!!!
I put enough pressure on myself about being at this school why do i have to get it from her! Why does she always have to remind me of how much debt i am in because of this school, and how i need to keep up my GPA, and how i have to work more, and study more, and cant do anything for myself because school is the most important thing.
Ok so when i was in highschool my way to relieve stress was believe it or not indoor. I dont have that anymore and i am not allowed to join an independent line because "I dont have the time with school!" how the hell am i supposed to get through 5 more years of school when i have so much stress and nothing I can do about it!
I just dont know what to do anymore! Im going home this weekend and im gonna try to clear my head but it will be kinda hard since i have a psych test on tuesday that i have to get ready for.....
I need to stop getting bad grades on things. That way every time i go back to school the only words that i hear from my dad wont be "study hard! you need good grades!".... isnt that encouraging?
Ok so im gonna stop and maybe the next time i update it wont sound so angry