Yeah Friday is here but nothing to show for it

Dec 03, 2004 13:14

~ Yeah well today is Friday and you are suppose to have a good day so your weekend starts off just right well that didnt happen for me the minute I walked into the school everything feel right down in front of me and it happened so fast I dont know how it all happened
~I feel like I have lost all of my friends besides the ones I have at this point in time all the ones who "were" my friends arent anymore because I did something that I dont know about and they all kinda started hating me and so I am the one to be blamed for it all....It's like what I said before I feel like I am just here for everyones screw ups and that is it....
~ And I read that too much daydreaming is bad for you and I think I daydream alil too much and it is gonna just hurt me in the in because I want to see all the good stuff in life and dream about a life I "want" but then when I wake up to reality I am in this shithole and I dont know how to get myself out of it...I wish that the people I know would all jsut grow up and act your age instead of acting 1/2 their age because they will have to face reality sooner or later too but I guess for them they all want to be in this make believe world and just do what they think is right.....
~I am a person who just comes and gos from peoples life and I wish I could just stay in someones life without being such a drag to them and they have to feel like I am bringing them down and stopping them from what they love to do and what they want to do....
~ WoW I really like this livejournal thing cause you can jsut say whats on your mind and it doesnt even have to be to someone but you guys are all reading this but that is different it isnt to someones face.....
~Now that everyone knows what is kinda going on I hope everyone has a SUPER DUPER weekend and I will talk to you all laterz.....
~Love you Muches~
~Dynesha~
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