May 21, 2007 19:27
From Ecstacy:
I live too much.
Ive become too excessive.
Im stepping away from the electronics
I shaved my head
I need to let who i am die and fade away.
Its unpleasant and ive become unhappy with it.
Farewell Shaun.
From Apathy:
I got some new tattoos.
Just got back from Boston.
Changed my room, changed my appearance.
Changing my life completely.
Its time for something new.
I need the inspiration to fill this motivation.
I need substance to fill this void thats lingered for so long.
From Anxiety:
My state boards are soon.
I havent stu-died yet.
My job is getting stressful, ive only been back a day.
Im worried for my job.
Im worried for my finances.(6 credit cards now)
Im worried for my future.
I worry for all my freinds, whether they care to notice or not.
I worry far too much.
To ____________:
My life needs to change. For the better.
Im ready for a new stage in life.
Happy, alone if need be, but happy.
As 'fun' as things have been, its been stagnant and i need to progress.
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I do not know where im heading,
I know not to where i tread
I realize this life is changing
This current life is much too dead.
I am tired of this nonsense
I am sick of all your shit
You can keep all of that drama
Just walk away with it!
I have this realization,
That things, improved, should be
And so while i make the transition
Please
Just leave me be.
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