thinking
I have been having a lot of regrets lately about past relationships I have had... I am just thinking that I threw away great guys and for what...for Scott??? not worth it..I know that dumping Jon was a mistake, but I was young...really young...I wish jon would still have a place for me, but that was a long time ago...I was so stupid to realize how great of a guy he is. And Dan, why the hell did I ever fuck that realtionship up? Dan is the kind of guy that will do anything for you, bring your spirits up..I know that people problably thought I was a bitch for breaking it off with me and him, but here's what happened.. I was still kinda with matt, and he didn't call me for like 2 weeks, like he used to do to tell me that we were done, without actually letting me know, so I thought it was done with me and matt and really started liking dan. About a week after me and dan were together, matt called me and we got back together, and since I'm not that girl that is with 2 guys at the same time, I had to make a choice...and now, I know that I made the wrong choice, cuz matt got rid of me a month after that. Scott is not all that he is cracked up to be..I love him, but he is not the type of guys that I got excited to see everyday and talk to all the time. I just hope one day I can find another Jon or Dan...someone please hook me up!!!