Suicide: A Savage end to a painful life.
What a sticky situation. Spend your time here on earth living in misery, or go to what ever you see as an afterlife..which if your like me, that means your just not gonna exist anymore...no biggie. Problem being is being called selfish by all your family and friends when you do it. So you really dont have many options at this point. If you believe that when your dead your dead and gone, and that there is no "pearly gate" and that there is no holy holy "jesus" waiting on you then worrying about what your family thinks shouldnt be a problem. How in misery are you? That's truly the question are you willing to take yourself to the grave? Not by the hand of some unseen power or by sickness. Are you in that much pain that you cant face tomorrow....Ah, that's it! By killing yourself it's more of a statement to others, saying LOOK WHAT YOU DID TO ME! If you didnt sit around listening to HIM and Joy Division all day, and got off your lazy ass and got some excercise maybe you'd feel better...and look better to boot. Suicide is such a pussy-ass way to go out, or the bravest depending on how you look at it. If youve ever listened to Sentenced then you know what I mean, and the media too make suicide look so fairy-tale esque. When you think about it, it's just like when my dog Chester died(of natural causes, he was like 1000 in dog years) his bladder and bowels releases covering the floor in our kitchen in piss and shit. When you die you piss and sometimes shit yourself. Suicide isnt as great as they make it out to be, but I wouldnt have the balls to face the unknown like that. I believe that there is some type of deity out there but I dont personally believe that if there was a creator that made all this, that he would be as cold and uncompassionate to say that if you dont do everything "my Book" says then your going to a firey pit and burning for eternity while all the good people (THE ONES IN THE JESUS CLUB) go to heaven. Think about all the people in the past that worshiped the sun, the earth and shit and never heard about Jesus...Are they going to hell? Oh yeah last but not least..hate to make a religious post but according a friend who was a preacher he says that animals dont go to heaven! Fuck you's exactly what I said. He's all like "No, Dave animals dont have souls." What? Apparently they are only on earth for entertainment for us...Isnt that just like mankind to use religion as a way to say it's okay to kill and eat animals cause they dont have a soul! Dont get me wrong I like meat....alot. But I cant believe that some people believe this bullshit, every animal Ive ever come into contact with, they all have personality. If they were here just for entertainment for us wouldnt they all be a vanilla flavor?
Sorry, we were talking about suicide before I lapsed off into christian hatred. Point is, suicide is selfish. But by saying that I dont make any sense because suicide is killing one's self so of course it's SELFISH asshole. Point is, suicide is usually done out of two points.
- Stupidity: that youve gotten yourself into something that you cannot get out of without facing death. Stupid you can get out of any rut youve gotten yourself into. Drug addiction, Crime, and Depression. People dont believe that they can change their lives now adays, but they have as much power as Tony Robbins in themselves to face a rocky road ahead toward recovery.
- MY FAVORITE! Revenge: Now this is a seven way street, Ive experienced this one in my life. The FAMOUS and over repeated "if I cant have you no one will" Murder one, then suicide. This could almost fit into the first catagory but by this point your too far into shit then to face your punishment. Now when it comes to the best revenge through suicide, Last Word In is the best, you can point the finger at everyone or a loved one to make them feel guilt through a letter or whatever, then you just blow your brains out and watch the sparks fly from a cloud with the two angels from the cover of Van Halen's 1984. Watch as the family mourns and grieves asking themselves why. All you do is watch. This one can be expanded further but Im going to stop now.