content but a little lonely
I love being back at school and having downtime before my classes start. it's soooooo nice.
my only regret is being completely alone w/ no one to bum around with. I actually didn't think I'd feel this way - buuut I do. dear God, I am so ready to have someone to be with and experience life with. being patient is so freaking hard.
I'm glad, though, that God gives me time to chill and to get to know Him better in my life. if I wasn't able to just stop once in awhile and think about the amazing things He's done and the things He's aiming to teach me in the moment, I'd be in a continuous downhill fall, for sure.
it's nuts that He does that. without fail. I'll think that I'm all good and I've got things together, and then the tables turn and I'm on my butt. but it's all right. I'd rather learn the truth than live in self-deception.
I like Sufjan Stevens, A LOT -
If I am alive this time next year,
will I have arrived in time to share?
And mine is about as good this far.
And I'm still applied to what you are.
And I am joining all my thoughts to you.
And I'm preparing every part for you.
And I heard from the trees a great parade.
And I heard from the hills a band was made.
And will I be invited to the sound?
And will I be a part of what you've made?
And I am throwing all my thoughts away.
And I'm destroying every bet I've made.
And I am joining all my thoughts to you.
And I'm preparing every part for you.
my only regret is being completely alone w/ no one to bum around with. I actually didn't think I'd feel this way - buuut I do. dear God, I am so ready to have someone to be with and experience life with. being patient is so freaking hard.
I'm glad, though, that God gives me time to chill and to get to know Him better in my life. if I wasn't able to just stop once in awhile and think about the amazing things He's done and the things He's aiming to teach me in the moment, I'd be in a continuous downhill fall, for sure.
it's nuts that He does that. without fail. I'll think that I'm all good and I've got things together, and then the tables turn and I'm on my butt. but it's all right. I'd rather learn the truth than live in self-deception.
I like Sufjan Stevens, A LOT -
If I am alive this time next year,
will I have arrived in time to share?
And mine is about as good this far.
And I'm still applied to what you are.
And I am joining all my thoughts to you.
And I'm preparing every part for you.
And I heard from the trees a great parade.
And I heard from the hills a band was made.
And will I be invited to the sound?
And will I be a part of what you've made?
And I am throwing all my thoughts away.
And I'm destroying every bet I've made.
And I am joining all my thoughts to you.
And I'm preparing every part for you.