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[deerfriends]

And all of these moments
Just might find their way into my dreams tonight
But I know that they'll be gone
When the morning light sings
And brings new things
For tomorrow night you see
That they'll be gone too
Too many things I have to do
But if all of these dreams might find their way
Into my day to day scene
I'd be under the impression
I was somewhere in between
With only two
Just me and you
Not so many things we got to do
Or places we got to be
We'll Sit beneath the mango tree now

Its always better when we're together
Mmmm, we're somewhere in between together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, it's always better when we're together
--Jack Johnson, "Better Together"

right now, my spirit is in a major battle with my flesh...
who will win?
time will tell.
do I want God's help? YES...
but how do I quell my own desires?
find what will satisfy?
GIVE UP WHEN IT FEELS OKAY (OR FEELS JUST PLAIN GOOD)??

this has been a crappy last couple weeks.
let's hope things buck up soon.