Jan 26, 2005 18:56
I'm just sitting here, contemplating about, well life...
Im-Maturity, it's the child side of you... everyone has this... it's how we learn about each other...
Lessons come from stupidity... also, immaturity... but you see our characteristics reflect our emotions, or Maturity comes from these Characteristics and we choose to change ourselves in defense or when we're in harms way but basically, we all are kidish...
When I was little, I was harmed and forced to remove the child from me and grow up... at one point I tried to grow down and bring back the kid in me for we are only a kid once and then we leave the home, never going back to when it was given to us but instead we make our own... have children, and then are again intouch with our inner child... it's a once in a life time thing and you will never be pampered again...
I suggest you confront your parents and really tell them how much you love them... when you leave high school and walk across the stage you show your parents what they helped you do... and it gives them light, but every other day you take them for granted... some of us take their money in unhonest ways... even myself... but I'm trying to make up for it... I love my parents even tho they put me threw hell, they did it because they care and love me back... so don't judge unfairly from one journal to another... judge no one... god doesn't... why should you?