Cry us this river and we'll give you eternal life!
Everything is wrong... everything is all mixed up... I tried it two days ago... tried but I slept outside instead...
I take Lexpro... antidepressant... lol... yeah fucking right!
Anyways... that day... the other day I had about enough to overdose on... if it wasn't for my laziness and stupidity of being a human... I would have... I would have taken them all and if you asked why... well I can't inform you... I just can't...
People do some crazy things to get rid of the things they care about... I did... I regret it yes... I always will... but I can't take it back... I can't change it... So I wanted to alter it... defeat it.... kill it... that feeling that grows inside my chest... I want it gone... So I stayed for a while longer... I stayed to find myself... to find out how to change it and make it different so that I can never make the same mistakes again....
Those pills are deadly... but not anymore deadly then the people who hold it.... I guess some of you are ready to kick me for it... I had to write it... not for attention... as a warning... as a lesson...
I've learned from so many and gain so much to quit now because of my problems... I could be doing so much more then just bitching and complaining all the damn time... I never get anything done when all I do is sit around and mope.... I'm bipolar... but it's nothing that I'm not willing to fight for... it will never go away... it will never stop my headaches either... I'm like everyother person I know... just in different ways...
I have more in common with the band geeks then anything... but still the point is... Emotions are dumb... kill them all!!! J/K... that's not the lesson... the lesson was actually that even when you think it's over, you're only in the beginning and it's bound to get worse, but those who surivive will be rewarded with ever lasting life....
I take Lexpro... antidepressant... lol... yeah fucking right!
Anyways... that day... the other day I had about enough to overdose on... if it wasn't for my laziness and stupidity of being a human... I would have... I would have taken them all and if you asked why... well I can't inform you... I just can't...
People do some crazy things to get rid of the things they care about... I did... I regret it yes... I always will... but I can't take it back... I can't change it... So I wanted to alter it... defeat it.... kill it... that feeling that grows inside my chest... I want it gone... So I stayed for a while longer... I stayed to find myself... to find out how to change it and make it different so that I can never make the same mistakes again....
Those pills are deadly... but not anymore deadly then the people who hold it.... I guess some of you are ready to kick me for it... I had to write it... not for attention... as a warning... as a lesson...
I've learned from so many and gain so much to quit now because of my problems... I could be doing so much more then just bitching and complaining all the damn time... I never get anything done when all I do is sit around and mope.... I'm bipolar... but it's nothing that I'm not willing to fight for... it will never go away... it will never stop my headaches either... I'm like everyother person I know... just in different ways...
I have more in common with the band geeks then anything... but still the point is... Emotions are dumb... kill them all!!! J/K... that's not the lesson... the lesson was actually that even when you think it's over, you're only in the beginning and it's bound to get worse, but those who surivive will be rewarded with ever lasting life....