Love

Dec 04, 2004 13:57

Once apon a time, when I lived in a distant place where sometimes dreams is all you had... I met Bryan James Sylvester...

I walked off the yellow dog following Ashley to hang out at her house. It was a beautiful day and the sun didn't burn quite as harsh. Janen was walking about with her body wiggling all over the place for a boy I saw standing, waiting for her like her little puppy she had trapped so easily with the cent of his soul... He didn't look as happy as she did but I knew it was her boyfriend by the way her body greeted him... I only searched for his face underneath a dark hat to portray his depression black cloak that was his style, his body...

When we reached Ashley's house I went inside and said bye to them both as they went on their way... I had to catch a bus later because I lived on Alantic BLVD. Ashley could tell by the look in my eyes I wanted to talk to him and told me not to mess with him... he was Janens...His name was Bryan...

The next day I did the same as I always did and went to Ashleys where he waited again but this time no Janen...

He walked me to the mall that day and we sat close enough to see the buses pass. We talked for 5 hours about ourselves and I was hooked... and so was he... although after I gave him my number and went home Janen told me to never talk to her boyfriend again so I left it at that...

3 months later I got a call from Ashley who was at Denny,s... Bryan wanted to see me before he left for a while and so I sunk out... although we never did meet we later did find each other again when he returned and I rollerbladed to see him with Jessica... I fell on the phone with him but I was on a mission and didn't care...

We ended up dating and in a week I told him I loved him... because I did in my own way... we stayed together for 9 months of hardships, him cheating, me drifting but all in all we toughed it out for better or worse and he gave me a ring... I found out about everything 2 months later when I moved to Melbourne... he broke up with me because he didn't want to hurt me by cheating on me cause he said he would.... I was heart broken in a place I didn't know anyone from so I learned to move on slowly but not fully...

Now he has returned again in my life and I'm shocked to say he has changed into a better person... I have talked to him and relived the past with him only to find all the problems we had before were gone. He hasn't had sex in a year, has controlled himself and stepped away from drugs, and knows what he did was wrong in some ways...

I love him... I wear his ring and necklace not looking at the bad times we had but good and the future of things...
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