so yea...
today was so fucking emotional and i have no idea why. my period isnt due for another 2 1/2 weeks, and my cousin felt compelled to tell me that when she got pregnant she was very emotional the 1st week as her body released new hormones. so i pray to god i'm not. i dont think i am. i'm not getting the woman intuition vibe. so i went to the metro last nite...yay for drag shows and queens who danced one me. hmmmm. well anyway, today was blah, i dont know i really didnt want to do anything. tommorrow i'm going shopping with jordan and stephanie. christ i just spent like 150 on friday, and god knows what i will buy tomm. i truly am a shop-o-holic. is that bad? oh well i bought this new outfit, so i have to buy matching shoes. god i hate that about me! why does matt love me? but i'm thankful to god every nite he does. i am the type of person who feels better when i shop. i'm so grateful that whenever i want, i can ask my parents for really any amount of money and they will give it to me. like tonite my mom was like here is 100 for shopping, i know you already have some but take it anyway. see thats awesome, but i hate how dependant i am on them. all i know is that this summer was the best one i have ever had. being in love makes any season better. but autumn is the best! yay for loads of cuddling. i now own every single dashboard song ever! i was bored, and emotonal, so it all worked out. i'm in the mood for a sleepover....you know what kind i'm talking about. if i do have a baby and it's a girl, i like the name Kate Ann. and for a boy, Thomas Elijiah, or Thomas Ryan, or Ryan Thomas. whoa, enough of that. come on baby, you and me lets run away...