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well after i wrote in here i called breanna then i called derek and we talked for a lil' while and we broke-up it sucked cuz i really care about him i just kinda stopped talking when we starting going out it was weird well i went to school friday and i had to see him jenny had seventeen with her i started to read it and i saw a hot guy i was like damn!!!!!!!!well he's name was derek and then i saw another one yes his name was derek then there was a quiz which guy is right for her and i was like the one on the far left his name was derek i have know fucking clue what it is with me and dereks well i saw him in the morning and i didnt cry but after 2nd period i saw him he was walking down to the 100 hall well i was like i'm not gonna cry i started i ran behind the art work and i came out he was still their talking to josh and ashley kyrstal was like raven stop crying i about to omg i felt like a dork well i had to talk to mr stocker 5th period i went in their i talked really fast so i could get out of his class room so i run down the hall and to the lunch room before derek got in their well i was doing good in till i went to go out the door and i ran into him yea!!!it sucked he was like how are u i was like i'm fine he's like thats good i was bout to start crying again i know i'm a dork well i was like i have to go to lunch then during lunch krystal tells me she talked to derek 4th period in class and he told her that he really wants to talk to me but he didnt think i wanted to talk to him and he told her he really did want to be friends with me cuz he didnt want to break up and lost me as a friend and g/f so i waited for him after 5th period and i talked to him well breanna came over friday night and donnie called me and asked me what i was doing i was like nothing he's like to u wanta go get drunk i told him that breanna was coming over to me and breanna went over their and then the 3 of us came back to me house well donnie didnt know that me and derek were going out well he called derek and was like why didnt u tell me u and raven were going out he asked why we broke up and he told him i didnt talk to him and donnie was like thats how raven is she just started talking to me and i've know her for a long time i was glad when he told derek that cuz i told him that and i think he just thought i was full of shit well me and breanna got high friday and she called aaron omg she was so mean to him well saturday i got high again then breanna went to his house yesterday they were about to fuck and the phone rings he answer and it was some girl well breanna broke up with him the started going out again today well i only went to school for one period i dunno why i went i talked to my unlce yesterday i was so happy i havent talked to him in 2 months well his moving back and were gonna party so much and i'm going out their over spring break and he said he would pay for my food and partying i told him to start saving cuz i party a lot