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i want to be with you
i want to be yours forever, your the only one who understands me, who can see right through me, your the only one who knows what i'm thinking before i can even figure myself out
i don't get why you can't be here with me
I want you here with me
be here, be here, i need you to be here for me, i'm so scared and your the only one that can hold me and make everything better
you make everything better even if if we only pretend it is but that doesn't matter when its just you and me and we can just pretend there's nothing else going on in our lives except for you and me nad we 'll just tell each other how much we love each other and kiss until it all goes wway...you make it all go away..... ineed you here to make it all go away....please make it all go away....please sean i need you i'm scared. i know it's silly and there's nothing you can do to make my problems any better, but i can pretend. i can't keep using you as a crutch to just hide my feelings. i hide my pain with my love for you. I pretend i'm okay, abd all it takes is your kiss but that's just please sean, i need you....i need you in my life. to see you when we wake up , when we make our coffee and you kiss me and we'll see each other for dinner and i'll tell you about my day you';ll tell me about ur day and we'll laugh and be happy together and we cuddle by thr couch with candles and wine and a movie and you lying on me and me lying on you and we'll kiss and we'll kiss and make out and make love and you'll tell me i'm pretty and i'll tell you you're silly and nothing else matters
nothing else matters
nothing else matters but you and me together just being alive and in each others presence and hearing you breath as lay on your chest and how now i have to say goodbye cuz it's all dream and your not here and you're not going to be here, here being a million mildes away, where you can't even hear me let alone smell taste touch or see me or just be with me. why can't you just be with me
i don't need anyone else but you to live, why am i not enough for you, why can't i be enough for you,
i can't beg you to be with me anymore......
i can't sleep
without you
........but i don't want to beg anymore, it doesn't matter, you can't change anythin in my life, it's just a game.....it;s just a game god plays
i hold on to you, the notion of being with you thinking you'll save my life because you made agirl laugh and smile when all her self worth was stripped away...you found a happy person, in someone who hadn't had a genuine honest smile in so long....you brought that out in me and i'm so afraid that i'll be happy if your here with me
when i say i need you, i mean it bad...
and i hate that you wouldn't make love to me before i had to go....
sex is alot eaiser than talking.
that all you had to do, and i'd be ok, i wouldn't be up right now, thinking
i'd be dreaming about you... and i'd still be stuck in my pretend dream that you make everythinng better.
God can't even do that, so how could you?
i want to be yours forever, your the only one who understands me, who can see right through me, your the only one who knows what i'm thinking before i can even figure myself out
i don't get why you can't be here with me
I want you here with me
be here, be here, i need you to be here for me, i'm so scared and your the only one that can hold me and make everything better
you make everything better even if if we only pretend it is but that doesn't matter when its just you and me and we can just pretend there's nothing else going on in our lives except for you and me nad we 'll just tell each other how much we love each other and kiss until it all goes wway...you make it all go away..... ineed you here to make it all go away....please make it all go away....please sean i need you i'm scared. i know it's silly and there's nothing you can do to make my problems any better, but i can pretend. i can't keep using you as a crutch to just hide my feelings. i hide my pain with my love for you. I pretend i'm okay, abd all it takes is your kiss but that's just please sean, i need you....i need you in my life. to see you when we wake up , when we make our coffee and you kiss me and we'll see each other for dinner and i'll tell you about my day you';ll tell me about ur day and we'll laugh and be happy together and we cuddle by thr couch with candles and wine and a movie and you lying on me and me lying on you and we'll kiss and we'll kiss and make out and make love and you'll tell me i'm pretty and i'll tell you you're silly and nothing else matters
nothing else matters
nothing else matters but you and me together just being alive and in each others presence and hearing you breath as lay on your chest and how now i have to say goodbye cuz it's all dream and your not here and you're not going to be here, here being a million mildes away, where you can't even hear me let alone smell taste touch or see me or just be with me. why can't you just be with me
i don't need anyone else but you to live, why am i not enough for you, why can't i be enough for you,
i can't beg you to be with me anymore......
i can't sleep
without you
........but i don't want to beg anymore, it doesn't matter, you can't change anythin in my life, it's just a game.....it;s just a game god plays
i hold on to you, the notion of being with you thinking you'll save my life because you made agirl laugh and smile when all her self worth was stripped away...you found a happy person, in someone who hadn't had a genuine honest smile in so long....you brought that out in me and i'm so afraid that i'll be happy if your here with me
when i say i need you, i mean it bad...
and i hate that you wouldn't make love to me before i had to go....
sex is alot eaiser than talking.
that all you had to do, and i'd be ok, i wouldn't be up right now, thinking
i'd be dreaming about you... and i'd still be stuck in my pretend dream that you make everythinng better.
God can't even do that, so how could you?