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so apperantly i can't do anything right...
well happy fucking thanksgiving
In the 48hours that i've been here i screw everything up and we all are so fucking stubborn
i want to go to boston and never come back to this place. There's nothing here for me anymore. Just conflict. I'm tired of all this fucking shit. I try to make everyone happy and it just gets thrown in my face. I thought I was being reasonable but apperantly that's not good enough. cuz that's just the kind of fucking daughter I am. bull shit. If I was some litttle fucking emo kid i'd kill myself cuz i really just don't give a fuck anymore. I just want to go back to Boston and never come back. think i'd be better off doing that then killing myself cuz that's just retarded. I'm just so tired of the bullshit. so it's either move back home and go to school here or they cut me off. I'm not living in this hell hole so i'd rather they just cut me off. I don't care if I have to work 3 lousy minimum wage job at this point. I don't want anything to do wit them, or anybody here I just want to be alone in peace. I don't need all this fucking drama. I'm tired of being pushed around, I'm tired of everyone dictating my life, I'm sick and tired of everyone's fucking attitude, I'm tired of the fighting, I'm tired of judt not being me. I can't take it anymore.
fuck you all
sorry i'm not fucking good enough for you
~Denise
well happy fucking thanksgiving
In the 48hours that i've been here i screw everything up and we all are so fucking stubborn
i want to go to boston and never come back to this place. There's nothing here for me anymore. Just conflict. I'm tired of all this fucking shit. I try to make everyone happy and it just gets thrown in my face. I thought I was being reasonable but apperantly that's not good enough. cuz that's just the kind of fucking daughter I am. bull shit. If I was some litttle fucking emo kid i'd kill myself cuz i really just don't give a fuck anymore. I just want to go back to Boston and never come back. think i'd be better off doing that then killing myself cuz that's just retarded. I'm just so tired of the bullshit. so it's either move back home and go to school here or they cut me off. I'm not living in this hell hole so i'd rather they just cut me off. I don't care if I have to work 3 lousy minimum wage job at this point. I don't want anything to do wit them, or anybody here I just want to be alone in peace. I don't need all this fucking drama. I'm tired of being pushed around, I'm tired of everyone dictating my life, I'm sick and tired of everyone's fucking attitude, I'm tired of the fighting, I'm tired of judt not being me. I can't take it anymore.
fuck you all
sorry i'm not fucking good enough for you
~Denise