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[deepsecretz]

*another dreamy sigh* So you feel as if you can just walk back into my life and start where you left off. It's true you can. You still have the effect of making my knees go weak when you kiss me and my heart melting when you look at me. As I sit here, I start fantasizing and I see us together again. You holding me. That is the basis of this all. When you hold me. It's like nothing else matters. No one else matters except us. You looked me in the eyes and I forgot everything. Time stopped. I didn't want it to happen. I was through and it was over. You changed things. You have that power. You possess so much, but you'll never know it. I can't let you know, because if I do...Then I will loose so much of the power that I pretend to possess. And still, I smell you when you aren't here. *interruption*

So I find out that some of my friends aren't who they claimed to be...That breaks my heart. Lying about things like that aren't an option...But I'll still love you. Like I always have and I will still be there for you, but I'm gonna be sketchy. You have taken my heart and put it in a grinder... =\