Apr 14, 2012 13:48
At Missy's last night I had a nightmare that was so vivid that I woke up thinking, I must be in prison. I'm sure it's all the anxiety and the stress that I felt and even more stress now that I have to 'wait another week' for court ( but in truth I felt it would be better since it would be my original sentencing judge AND my attorney will be there). The dream began with me in front of a different judge who sentenced me to 'three years in prison' ( state penitentiary were the exact words in my dream). I remember falling down and crying on the courtroom floor, screaming that I could not do that, that in 'three years my parents could be dead'. I was hysterical in this dream and they wouldn't let me call my parents. I was taken away and put on this crowded bus with some of the ugliest, meanest women ( certainly not representational of women in prison or jail).
We were taken away to this very crowded holding 'area' in which we sat down on narrow benches and a woman came out and began searching our hair for lice. She took a scalpel and literally tore out one girl's hair and scalped her to 'search' for this lice. I remember hiding as best I could next to some other girl, and then we were taken yet again to another room in which there were lots of phones. We were allowed then to call home and I frantically could not remember my parent's phone number. I tried and tried to dial and kept forgetting, and finally when I DID get hold of them, we got cut off as I explained I'd have to be in prison for 3 years.
Somehow the dream 'fast forwarded' and I found myself running and escaping to a bad area of what appeared to be a big city. I was driving my Mercedes though, and driving fast, but the police saw me and started chasing me, and I had no choice but to give myself up. As they were putting me in a squad car I managed to slip out of the handcuffs and escape once again, to find myself in a part of this city that had primarily Asian people in it. A lot of the Asian people pointed their fingers in various directions to help me to run away but every where they pointed, I saw the police. The last thing I remember was in this dream I had gone into a large department store, hoping to find some refuge there, but I saw these plainclothes police officers coming through the back doors and handcuffing me. THEN I woke up.
Scary dreams seem to last forever. When I fell back asleep again, I had some odd dreams, including one in which PKTAXWENCH had a pet turtle and a snake LOLOL and put me in what was like a hyperbaric oxygen chamber before I found myself in a strip club with some odd rock band in it, and finding myself back in my old neighborhood where all the people who lived in the houses I remember were completely different (once again a throwback to the past)...and then the alarm went off LOL.
I am not working today and there apparently is supposed to be some bad weather next week so I hope it won't impede work too badly, although I am happy with what I have already earned :)