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[deepoblivion]

fuck, being alive rules.

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
nothing ever goes right
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

Fuck you, Daniel, for being a baby and not talking to me because I decided we shouldn't be involved anymore. Fuck you for being jealous. Fuck you for being pissed at me just because you can't handle your own fucking emotions.

Fuck you, wonderful, for being fucking wonderful and then somehow putting a wall between us. Fuck you for kissing my forehead and your computer being broken. Fuck you for hating the phone, being adorable, and surprise attacking me at the mall. Fuck you for saying we should "go steady" and telling me we should move to Ireland. Fuck you for me liking you and you being my age and your mother being crazy and your umbilical chord still being attached. Fuck you because I don't understand you yet, and I think you might be a liar. Fuck you because I think you fucking rule, and you told me I rule more. Fuck you for telling me to keep your heart warm when I sleep with it, and fuck me for hugging my covers and actually trying to do it.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

no one reads this, and I feel better. Ahh.