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there's so much i wanna write about, but i cant. im too afraid of that person reading this and it becoming drama. there are so many things in my life that im just unsure about. friendships being one of them. my "best friend" and i never spend anytime together anymore. we never talk anymore. he never invites me anywhere anymore. he didnt even bother to tell me he was going home for christmas. he didnt even say goodbye to me when he left the house on christmas eve. i've tried to talk to him. i've tried to ask him if there's something wrong. he insists everything is ok. tonight he hugged me and told me he misses me. i told him i miss him too. im insecure. i cant help but to feel there is something wrong.
there's also a boy. i like him. a lot. but im unsure of what i want from him. i know i enjoy his company. he makes me laugh. he's sweet. he's cute. but im not sure im ready for more. i've been single for so long now that i just dont want to rush into anything. i dont want to string him along either. i dont want to hurt him. i'm afraid if i'm not careful i can hurt him.
there's also a boy. i like him. a lot. but im unsure of what i want from him. i know i enjoy his company. he makes me laugh. he's sweet. he's cute. but im not sure im ready for more. i've been single for so long now that i just dont want to rush into anything. i dont want to string him along either. i dont want to hurt him. i'm afraid if i'm not careful i can hurt him.