Nov 02, 2006 11:48
thank you for every kindness. thank you for being someone i was always proud to be with. for your guts, for your sweetness. for how you always looked, for how i always wanted to touch you. you were my life. i apologize for everytime i ever failed you. especially this one. although i tried to stop everything from happening as it did. i must say you have made a huge impact on my life and how i have felt these past couple of weeks. you have made a change and with that i change my feelings.
your kind, yet fake words turned harsh and cruel. i am no longer proud of what i see before me. i can't stand being around you when you are the way that you are. you have become a different person. i begged you to stop doing all of the things that you had done and you didn't want to listen, although i love you and always will, no matter how badly you screwed up, i can no longer sit here and watch you throw your life away, until there is a positive change, i can not be around you.
i love you and thank you for always being there and thank you for helping me in every way you knew how. and to you i leave here with goodbye.