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Mar 27, 2006 11:57


it seems as though the farther into the year we get, the more fucked up my mind becomes. i feel like i have matured so much more over night or something. things that people do that are childish have really been aggrivating me. i'm so sick of the annoying people around here lately. we're in high school now. grow up people. why do people feel the need to act like children? i'm so sick of the shit i have been hearing people talk. if you have something bad to say about someone go up and tell them to their face, don't be a chicken shit and say it behind their back. the shit talking that has bee going on is truly getting way out of hand. if you want to know what i honestly think about you, come up and ask. i'm not going to be rude, i'm not going to say shit behind your back, if you want to know you can come to me and ask, because i'm just going to keep my thoughts to myself otherwise, unless you really piss me off or are acting way out of hand.
secondly, i'm sick of people bragging about smoking, drinking, and doing drugs. i mean this towards people who are not jenna marie king or jessica ann reed, because i don't feel they are bragging about shit they do, just informing. i'm not at all amused by stupid shit you're doing, and i'm not being hypocritical right now, because i know i do that same shit and i know that it's not kewl. it's childish and i need to grow up and get out of my "wanting to be fucked up stage."
thirdly, i'm sorry for all the complaining i do, because i realise how annoying it is, and i'm seriously going to try and stop doing, especially as frequently as i do it. it's annoying and gets on people's nervesand i know you don't care to here about my "poor pathetic problems." so i'm sorry and i shall try and stop.

now, enough of my pms bullshit.

-i feel lately as though i have been losing people who are really close to me, but i think it's just my paranoya, but i'm not really sure. i feel the only person i can really talk to anymore, that actually listens to me, is jenna. and i love her for that. i'm so glad that we have become close again because i would've been lost without her this year. i love you jenna<3
-i'm reading a book called "the lovely bones." i truly reccomend it. it's an amazing book, kind of religious, but very good it realy caught my interest.
-if you have not yet see "odd girl out" on lifetime, i definitely suggest you see it. it's so true about high school girls this day, and it's really depressing if you think about it. overall, wonderful movie.
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