Mar 07, 2005 04:44
What is there really to say...If some of you didn't know I made a post earlier that is now deleted about people trying to change me and that they haven't been loyal.There were 2 main people that thought it was centered around them,but it wasn't....yet they called me a coward and didn't even try to ask about somethings they just jumped to conclusions.It had a lot to do with other people that have been in my life lately as well.I truely thought that I was helping myself out by trying to weed out those that didn't really care or that were just using me and I successfully did so to an extent.I have apologized so many times to people and yet people not they still jump all over me and don't even understand what has happened.I know I said some harsh things and I know I really didn't mean them,but I am just trying to live.We all make mistakes,but apparently I am always going to be fucked over by it no matter what I do,so I give up on trying to make things better because they will only get worse when I try.Anyway I guess if your reading this and I have wronged you in some way then try and talk to me...Don't come and yell...just talk to me.Well I've said all I wanted to say so atleast I can say I tried for the last time and can be happy with myself.
Bri