I can't complain.
First entry. Thanks Liz. =)
Anyways.. so break: so far, so good. Can't complain. Mainly just work or hanging around with Jer or someone. Not bad. Love it.
Yesterday- Came home from sleeping at Ry's house, then went to Jer's cause his mom made us breakfast. I love that family. They're great. So after that, I just came home and sat around a little bit. Then I went with Shauna to Pro-Tan then went to work from 4-8. Hung out with Jer afterwards, we just watched "Half Baked". That's a great movie. Hilarious. Then I slept at Shauna's. We played board games as usual, then went to bed.
We woke up around 9:00am and went to wake Jer up. I love doing that. =) It's so fun. I get to just get all hyper and jump on him and wake him up. haha- he's used to it by now. Sucks to be him. So we were up there for about an hour and a half, then I came home. I just cleaned, and now I have to shower and get ready. A whole bunch of us are going snowboarding. haha- Me and Nah are gonna kill ourselves. We have absoultly no idea what we're doing. haha- oh god. It's gonna be fun though.
I'm scared. I'm scared because I'm falling for him fast. I don't like it. Only because I know what falling leads to. And it's not good. And I don't wanna ruin the friendship we have. He's not only my boyfriend, but he's my best friend to. We had such a close friendship, and it turned into love for one another. We can't help that, but it's still a scary thing. I like how he treats me though. He treats me like I'm gold. Never once did he ever hurt me or my feelings. The only thing I don't get is why EVERY single time we have a serious talk, that name comes up. What is it about that? I don't understand. I'm sorry I can't be like her, and I'm sorry I'm never gonna be like her. I'm me, and you love me for me. I'm happy I'm me. I'm never gonna even try to be anyone else. Just start showing me you're satisfied with me, and I'll be good. I love you, Jer.
No matter what anyone says/does, it's never gonna change.
xo.
You make fall more everyday.
Anyways.. so break: so far, so good. Can't complain. Mainly just work or hanging around with Jer or someone. Not bad. Love it.
Yesterday- Came home from sleeping at Ry's house, then went to Jer's cause his mom made us breakfast. I love that family. They're great. So after that, I just came home and sat around a little bit. Then I went with Shauna to Pro-Tan then went to work from 4-8. Hung out with Jer afterwards, we just watched "Half Baked". That's a great movie. Hilarious. Then I slept at Shauna's. We played board games as usual, then went to bed.
We woke up around 9:00am and went to wake Jer up. I love doing that. =) It's so fun. I get to just get all hyper and jump on him and wake him up. haha- he's used to it by now. Sucks to be him. So we were up there for about an hour and a half, then I came home. I just cleaned, and now I have to shower and get ready. A whole bunch of us are going snowboarding. haha- Me and Nah are gonna kill ourselves. We have absoultly no idea what we're doing. haha- oh god. It's gonna be fun though.
I'm scared. I'm scared because I'm falling for him fast. I don't like it. Only because I know what falling leads to. And it's not good. And I don't wanna ruin the friendship we have. He's not only my boyfriend, but he's my best friend to. We had such a close friendship, and it turned into love for one another. We can't help that, but it's still a scary thing. I like how he treats me though. He treats me like I'm gold. Never once did he ever hurt me or my feelings. The only thing I don't get is why EVERY single time we have a serious talk, that name comes up. What is it about that? I don't understand. I'm sorry I can't be like her, and I'm sorry I'm never gonna be like her. I'm me, and you love me for me. I'm happy I'm me. I'm never gonna even try to be anyone else. Just start showing me you're satisfied with me, and I'll be good. I love you, Jer.
No matter what anyone says/does, it's never gonna change.
xo.
You make fall more everyday.