Jan 05, 2005 22:45
Well.. our two hour delay turned into no school. Awesome. So around 9:30 Jer came and got me, we ran to his work to drop off his keys, then went to his house. We sat around watching TV then Bobby came up with his Ruby (his puppy- so cute!). So after Bobby's dog chased the poor cat around, we went with him. We all cramed in his little truck and followed Pickle, Brian M., Burgess, and Kyle around on their quads. It was funny. Bobby's truck kept going all over. And his poor dog was flopping all around. lol- So we followed them up to Rossi's house, and we were all there for a little, then went to Kyle's house. We chilled there for a little, then Bobby took me and Jer back to his house. On the way, the cops were trying to find the ones on the quads, but there was a car into a telephone pole, so they stopped chasing them. So when me and Jer got to his house, we layed around and fell asleep.
We woke up at 3:00pm, and I hadda go home to get ready for work. I had 4-10 tonight. But it was pretty cool. Only ended up with three closers cause we were so slow. So it was me, Joan, and Ray and it was just a good time. We were bringing snow inside with us to throw. It was just fun. And we went outside to play in the snow cause our manager tonight was awesome and just didn't care. We came and, and totally forgot we were still open, and got loaded. But we did good. =) lol
So now I'm home, and found out we have a two hour delay. Oh yey! I love snow. I hope we get cancelled again. I don't care if we have to make it up. It's a snow day off. =) hehe
Well.. I'm very content right now. No fights with any friends(unless Ash considers this a fight, but I don't), no fights with the family.. for once.. and well, my relationship is going great. I love him so incredibly much. <3
I dunno.. I was thinking today (since we were so slow at work) and well, I was comparing Jeremy to Jimmy and Kevin. When I was with them, I used to think that was love, that that was what it was supposed to feel like.. that that was happiness. But ya know what, the more time I spend with Jer, the more I realize how much different he is. I can actually say, I'm in love. I actually know what it feels like now. Don't get my wrong, I loved Jimmy so much, but I really can't say that I think I was in love. And Kevin, well, that was just a waste of 7 months of my life, cause he was worth nothing. Did nothing but treat me wrong and like shit. So pretty much, I'm just comparing Jer to Jimmy. In the past few months, I've gotten happy, truely happy, for the first time in about a year. And it feels great. At this moment, I know exactly what the word love means. The laughs, the fun.. just everything that it is supposed to be. My heart can't take everything this kid makes me feel. I get weak when I'm around him and it's amazing.
It kinda scares me how he makes me feel though. This is usually the part where I run away. But I'm not going to. I'm not gonna run on this one. I feel to much for him, and I know if I run.. I'll loose the best thing that's ever happened to me.
I refuse to run away..
Tell me what I do to deserve the most wonderful guy on the planet. I don't know what it is, but I'm severely taken by you, Jeremy. There's nothing I'd ever do to change it. Ever. Period. Exclamation point! ..::kisses::..
xo.
You have my heart..
Please don't break it.
I love you.